travel, alone.

全程没有遗憾
但是却很堵烂

没有因为懒惰或疲惫
而错过一些
值得 和 不值得
欣赏的风景
但却
白白走了
两个小时的山路

day with jimmy's exhibition.

afternoon,
i dreamed,
into Jimmy's creative.

几米 的 作品展
我找到了
我最爱的画风
有点落寞
有点快乐
那种感觉  一直盘绕

仿佛
不可思议 的 梦境

有我很仰慕的一面
有我很惊讶的一面
有我 很崇拜的 才能
还有 我很欣赏的 感性

有时
还蛮喜欢
用一整个下午的时间
来欣赏
所谓的.. 艺术

this is so called brother.

曾经很好的两人
然而
我觉得你变质了
你觉得没有面子
然后
我们就不再说话

......
......

其实我也不明白为什么会演变成这样
还是会怀念
以前可以两个人出去走走的时候
并没有很憎恨还是什么
其实心里一直以来都是 还好的
曾经生气过
但我知道我不会气很久
只是时间过了就会淡忘
只要是兄弟的
到了最后
我都是 OK 的
怎么样我都接受

city.

城市的步伐太匆促
我们连喘气的时间都没有

如果
我不再往前走
那未来会更迅速地远离
比..往下跳更快

we.

有些事
是不曾改变的
永恒得狠真挚

曾经
为了和你聊天而熬夜
现在
也一样
即使
关系变了
情感变了

但
感觉还是很真挚地
被留住了

life, again.

人生没有太多的时间
要活
就请你活出自我

若只是一味耸听外来的指示
那就不叫人生

dreams.

我的梦想很简单
因为我没有太复杂的想法

我的梦想
可以用 20 块钱来满足

我的梦想
可能只需要你答应我一件事

我的梦想
是拥有一班很 close 很 close,
永不离弃的朋友/兄弟们

我的梦想
抽象得很
简单得很

darkness of emo.

too much of darkness energy inside me.
which shouldn't release it to public.
shouldn't let anyone else know,
other than my close friends.
hence, let it be,
let it explodes inside another blog.

inspirited by,
Diappy A.K.A Giappy,
Loo Giap Chin.

get lost.

you pissed me off for times,
i keep my pity on you,
forgive you and ignore all those so called "misunderstanding".

finally,
i shall consider to end our friendship now,
really nothing much i can say,
you think you are right,
so just go on,
you don't know the reason behind and never think of it,
so just go on,
you think i am lame, i am shit,
so just go on,
as long as you are right,

you have your style,

forcing others to follow your style,

brilliant.i don't really care anymore,
even if i lose you as a friend.

you are just perfect,
and so you are nothing but a working partner to me now,
nothing for me to pity on you anymore.

if you read this,
and if you think it is you,
then don't ever talk to me, again.
GET LOST.

dreams.

梦想 这个词眼
好像越来越渺茫
实现了某一些
失去了某一些

实现了 就应该满足吗?
失去了 就应该追求吗?

有时思绪乱了
就分析不出什么答案


梦想
可以很宏伟
也可以很简单

我没有很宏伟的愿望
只希望一切都过得顺利
只留一些简单的  梦想
给自己

interest.

things get bored when it takes too long,
this theory can actually apply on everything,
except, interest.

you may be bored for study,
you may be bored for games,
you may be bored for working,
but you will never, ever, bored on the thing that you interested in.

my interest?
read, listen, deeply into what i like.
so, what's yours?

leaving.

although it has been a year, which almost everyone threw it,
but you however, get one for me.
Thank you.
I will miss you, through out the days,
when i couldn't see you in my life, anymore.

everyone has to leave, no matter friends or family.
no matter how much you love them,
still, they will leave..
i felt upset whenever i think of this,
but still, couldn't change the fact.

missing is the only word i can use,
how weak it is,
how hopeless it is.

if i couldn't pass this stage,
how i am going to face it,
when i am going to leave all my friends,
when i am....graduated?

there is something behind truth.

沉淀。

很努力

很平静

思考

对与错其实都有自知之明

该与不该其实都心知肚明

只是 要与不要

.....

只是...我不想要

a day before final

walao eh =D
a day before final wehhhh =DD
only happens thrice annually and i'm gonna study like no body business...
although it doesn't really looks so XD
anyhow, still, my sleeping time will got affected,
totally messed up with normal life cycle,
although mine is already mess enough. = ="
anyhow, just spending few days in a semester to study until climax,
until i cannot climb down,
for a B+ or above, its really worth. =) (if it really happens)

so...
continue my night.
aza aza fighting =)
(taught by kohzhen and wantheng)

best friend?

i experienced something as you do.
i wanted,
to be somebody's friend,
or his/her best friend.

i'm not sure about the reason behind,
do i admire him/her?
do i like him/her?

if there aren't reason,
why am i wanted to be his/her best friend?

its a...great experience,
trying for something that you couldn't get,
chaise for something like you dream.

everyday everytime everymoment,
only concern on person among people;
he/she is the one,
who shine among many.

i..
miss the day, seriously.







although the story end with nothing but experience,
i have no regret.

if it happens once more,
i will still, go for it.

do respect.

i am not brainless nor have no common sense,
i know what i am doing.
i couldn't help if you don't respect my way,
just do it yourself if i couldn't help you out.

sometimes we already knew what's going to happen,
but you expect me to do it still,
although they will response as what i have predicted.
you want me to do it,
because of you still believe there might be chance,
by wasting my money daily.
money is not actually a problem,
in fact, i hate doing something which waste my effort.
i am really fed up with those stuff.
its not our fault or anything,
everyone has different expects and different thinking,
we just...didn't think in how each other expects.
sorry i couldn't make it how you expect,
please, do it yourself if i couldn't help you sometimes.

raining deep night, with music.

the feeling is so damn right,
high quality soft music, soft instrument,
in a raining deep night.
got addicted, couldn't leave my laptop for bed.
songs could take my soul away,
i'm deep into it.

common life.

他是一个普通人
兴趣很普通
成绩很普通
交际很普通
感情很普通
生活很普通
他觉得自己活得很普通
也选择继续普通地过生活
很普通地上大学
很普通地毕业
很普通地找工作
很普通地拍拖
很普通地结婚
很普通地做爸爸
很普通地抚养孩子
很普通地看着孩子长大
很普通地退休
很普通地养老
很普通地抱孙子
很普通地生病
很普通地入院
很普通地离开

......你愿意像他一样

很普通地过他的一生…吗?
如果不愿意
那请你再多积极一些些
不要只是靠抄 assignment 过生活.

friends.

朋友到底算什么?
是否认识了几年就匆匆离开你人生的那种人?
不再见面
不再通话
我开始不明白
朋友的意义

小学时是如此
中学时是如此
大学时也是如此
是否求学时期每天和你混的就算朋友?
那在毕业后就立刻马上消失在你世界里的
又算什么?

我认识了很多朋友
却已好久好久没听过他们的声音
到底还算不算朋友?

回头想想
朋友对你的世界到底知道了什么?
朋友对你的内心到底了解了什么?

自从上了大学以后
说真的
我并不了解
我那所谓的朋友
我不知道他的世界是怎么样
我不知道他的内心藏了什么
甚至不知道他的全名怎么写
还算是
朋友吗?

自从上了大学以后
我才发现
在大学里好像都找不到真心朋友
来来去去都是在陪着我混日子
陪我上课
陪我吃饭
陪我逛街

毕业后
都各自回自己的家乡
都各自在不同的环境里继续生存
毕业后
到底还会不会再见?

我总觉得
这样挂名的朋友
挂得很牵强

到底 你对你所谓的朋友
了解有多深?

new generation

what do you think?

i think i'm just sucks

couldn't imagine i have been living under night for years

i wouldn't know how long else i have to be like this.

even myself are tiring with this.

but i couldn't control it.

sometimes for entertainment.

sometimes for study.

sometimes just purely don't want to sleep.

what.the.fuck is wrong with my lifestyle?

i wish to get back into the right lane.

i wish to.

its just a wish.

unless i'm out of electronic devices' world

i like that world.

at least i wouldn't lost myself.

computer sucks.internet sucks.facebook sucks.

its a fucked up world.

every baby started to stared at computer 24/7 since born.

wearing a fucking ugly spec since primary school.

learned to be punk since secondary school.

playing days and nights since college.

sometimes, i really wish we are still living without computers.

even though kites are boring, paper plane are lame.

could you?

who knows? if i am unhappy.

sometimes just feel like being a sad soul in a raining street.

no one bother.

no one cares.

i am just a passerby in everyone's life.

them seems unimportant to me, and so do me to them.

we are together, because we are just afraid of loneliness.

people come towards you, because they want some happiness from you.

they will leave, if they couldn't get any from you.

no one wants to pick up the trouble, even if troubler is his friend.

so, define..."friend".

could you?

dreams.

seriously, i started to get blur.

don't want to live aimless but i have no dream.

if i must have a dream,

my dream would be simple enough.

living peacefully, relaxing life.

i, don't actually have a dream, sadly.

sadly, i didn't aim that high.

sadly, i didn't force myself for anything.

sadly, i'm just living too peaceful.

never think of my future,

full with busyness, in a tension lifestyle.

i am not who i am or who i wanted to be.

i am depressingly sucks.

whenever people talk about dreams,

i stared on sky,

and see how bird flies.

missed up

what the...FUCK?

missed the departure of a camp for very first time

the feeling is so SUCKS...

i duno what happen

i duno is i really couldnt awake

or my fucking shit sony ericsson is hanging there

and cause the alarm function and receiving function to take no response

i have got a roommate sleeping besides me today

i wake up on 10.30am

and found that i have a really amazing phone.

with full of sms and miss calls without silenced,

me and my roommate still sleep for so warm

like the whole world is none of our business.

what the FUCK ?

after graduation

毕业了

各自有各自的生活

谁也不理谁

那当初那份热诚

是因为寂寞的作祟

还是被生活渐渐侵蚀不见了

you are nothing.

you may think the person sucks
you may say the person sucks
you may scold the person sucks
BUT you can't judge it.

you thought is what you thought.
you think is what you think.
you are not the one who you think you are,
when you are in front of others.

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making difference

其实 每个人都很普通
然而 一些自命非凡的人
却拼了命地 点缀他们的人生
拼了命想走出 普通人的规格
于是
我们的生活中
出现了
能者
与 疯子

a week after last post.

a month without production =)
anyhow had a great outing recently =DD
waking up in the morning sucks
movie sucks
expenses sucks
but i like it =)
macam revive de feel after being alone in INTI for year
have a great relaxing after those assignments and tests, and meeting too = ="

the future is an unknown,
because i cannot see anything due to it's too bright XD
peace ^^v

i'm lost....

如果要我舍弃我现在所拥有的朋友

小学朋友

中学朋友

大学朋友

也许这一别，日后不再见

如果要我舍弃我现在所拥有的课程

读了将近两年的电子学

即将作废

连文凭也拿不到

如果要我舍弃我将来许多欢乐

可能再也没有机会跟朋友喝茶

可能再也没有机会跟朋友看电影

可能再也没有机会跟朋友家过夜

可能再也没有机会跟朋友做 event

可能再也没有机会跟朋友出 trip

可能再也没有机会......

我不知道这样到底值不值得

不知道

不知道

不知道

如果真的有那么样的一天

那当时的我会是什么样的心酸心情?

生活 的 快乐呢?

只...为了求学吗?

the last month of every semester...

最近真的忙得我很反胃 = =

真的真的

在每个学期的最后一个月

都是我最忙的时期 = =

开始赶 assignment 啦

开始拼了命去读书

开始不要命地熬夜

一个真的很反常的月份

头脑里有 idea 想要写些什么

却没有什么时间去打打字

根本就...不敢想太多 = =

总儿言之

我真的很缺乏睡眠 = ="

twelve..

十二岁的我
不爱跟别人说话
一回到家
就继续玩我的电脑
看我的漫画
如此地跟世界隔离

除了玩卡之外
我没有什么其他的兴趣
除了篮球之外
我没有什么其他的运动

当年的我
到底怎么度过寂寞？

犹记得
我有一张很喜欢的专辑
叫＂情深深 雨蒙蒙＂
我有一首很喜欢的歌
叫＂有没有那么一首歌会让你想起我＂
我有一个很喜欢的团体
叫＂S.H.E＂
我有一个…

反复听回这些旧歌
会唤醒我当年的记忆
提醒我…
当年在音响旁睡觉的日子
每天早上都差点迟到的日子
每天一个人跑去 Carrefour 租漫画的日子
还有…

想起这些往事
会觉得自己那时很幸福
虽然…也会寂寞
我已忘了当年的我
是否觉得自己很满足
还是在…抱怨生活的无奈…
有些事
忘了就是忘了
再也记不起
当年的想法

只是…一路以来的生活
都让我很厌倦
让我很向往自己出来社会
自己做工养自己的生活
又或者
回到四岁的我
那段生活

song in dream..

我在梦里听见一首歌
一首是曾相似
却从未听过的一首歌
唱得 如此凄凉
却很有意思
盘旋在我耳边 我脑里
散不去

我喜欢这首歌
却哼不出旋律

我记不起歌词
我记不起旋律
仍有印象的
只剩下感觉

disappointed

just disappointed, on someone
they just looks offensive
although they are at the right side
am I just too sensitive?
or they mean so?
wth am I thinking?
I should really rest well, seriously

feel like going to fever soon ==
wth lol

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not in mood, now...

not in mood... so called no mood...

for unknown reason =)

woke up in 9.50am in the morning

but sleep again right after i silence the alarm = ="

its been times i'm doing this

it doesn't feel good but i'm just... repeating

then, wake again on 2.30pm

then, lunch on 3.20pm

its quite unhealthy life style

even myself dislike it quite a lot but i'm just... repeating

then, class, then, moody,

for unknown reason. =)

maybe i start to miss my home,

its been 2 weeks i'm far away from home.

maybe i start to miss my friend,

its been a month i didn't meet any of them.

or maybe,

i'm just to tired to keep myself busy.

or maybe,

it has no reason.

joining friends for camp is happy,

knowing new friends is happy,

have fun with friends is happy,

but i'm tired of being happy,

maybe i just need some rest.

sometimes even i have no mood to do anything,

being moody and wish to stay alone,

on the way back to my room,

to rest.

but then someone coming towards me,

i smile again.

i have to smile again.

no matter its true smile or a fake smile,

i'm just... tired of it.

sometimes,

i just want to rest my tired face,

not to smile for a day,

sometimes,

i wish so.

mood.

生活 很烂
心情 很好
行程 很烂
心情 很好
上课 很烂
但心情 很好 =)

持续维持着 好心情
尽量 能多久就维持多久
因为真的很 miss 这种感觉
好久好久了 XD

our very first

i need to improve, at the first place.

we need to improve, too.

its my first time observing every activity so carefully

keep find the problem and try to solve it.

end up, still failed, for me.

i have been rushing here and there so busy for days and nights

i don't have time for my personal stuff, except facebook sometimes.

end up, still failed, for me.

i have predict it to failed since i heard nothing from certain department,

i remind them, times and times until i forget,

but they still, though they have already done with their stuff.

end up, still failed, for me.

seriously, i'm damn disappointed with everything happen in front of my eyes.

until the moral dances, which i have predicted it to be the only success one, in previous blogpost.

i'm... moodless

anyhow, its past.

at least, i can smile right now.

at least, i have got more free time since its end.

at least, i don't have to worry anymore.

will start doing with the membership director part.

i need someone i trust

im doing it all myself =)

whenever i dun trust him/her

i wouldn't pass the job to him/her unless i have no choice =)

i seriously need someone who i trust to help me

instead of someone being extra luggage, to me

doing it all myself also not bad

next time i do for other event sure very strong XD

seriously, i failed as an OC =)

although i work hard, but my memory does have problem

always forget to give jobs to VOC = ="

caused her to be the "almost 0-contributer" = ="

feel so guilty to her whenever i recall back of this.

im sorry =(

anyhow, since forecast says there will be no raining on the night

so let's have fun =) its gonna be fun !!

except no surprising program & lack of performances

anyhow, the moral dances & foods will satisfy my dearest participants, most probably XD

yay! no more works after tomorrow night =)

although i have test on tuesday 10am XD

everytime i think of you...i feel upset...

yes u did affect my mood, whenever i was thinking of u...

看见 mountain dew,

想起了你,有点感伤,

为何想见你一面

也那么困难...

我们三番四次去预约时间

却没一次成功

我们三番四次去找机会探望

却都没有机会

连我妈都说

“怎么现在想探望孤儿院也这么困难？”

时代变了？

我不知道

我只知道

我孩子的这间孤儿院

好像还蛮多人 sponsor 和 带他们出去走走的

他们很多周末都有 activity 等着他们

我也不知道

到底这样对他们好不好

但无论如何

我也无权干涉

我只是想见见你

看看你最近如何

而每次想到这里

心里就有点感伤

the talk.disappointedly.crashing.reason behind complain...

we talked a lot,
we are dying,
i am trying.

there are lots of things i should hav did it but its not been done yet,
its our fault, i knew.
i just don't know do i really tried.....my best?
sometimes im still playing, still facebooking instead of doing serious stuff,
im actually quite disappointed on myself, & someone.
seriously, after im done with my busy gathering night.
seriously, actions should be taken, asap...

yet, not only participate in leo club's event,
but do covered hoc, stact club, adventure club events as well.
since all of them will be on nex week & some clashed,
im headaching which event i should help out = ="......

complain doesn't help, but i do really hav to destress in term of typing,
instead of telling someone or do anything else.
its my way, to destress.
ppl read my complain, some support, some may think of others, but most giv no response.
i just realize it can be in so many ways out.
anyhow, its not my problem, im just telling out my story,
how u feel is none of my business, indeed.
let me, continue my story,
its a journal, my journal.
it may be a common article for readers,
but it does mean a lot to writer.

i don't know.........

我不知道

我不知道你们这样算什么?

为何我好像做到自己很卑微的模样

为何你可以一个理由就把我摊开

为何我还要一直迁就着你?

我开始怀疑

到底是我无能 还是你无耻

我开始怀疑到底还应不应该靠你做事?

还是我自己来会比较快?

天时差，地利差，人不和

对啊对啊

挂了名是个 team

实际上就是什么都不合作

直接把责任都留给我

有什么事反正又不是你们背

对啊对啊

聪明到你啦

；

闷啊

赶快过去就算了 = =

不想理酱多了

event 过后

有多远 就离你多远就对了

new alarm =DD

韦礼安的歌..

YES = =" 好听到爆 XD

6 / 10 首歌是我喜欢的

然后 今天找到了一个很爽的 Software XDXDXD

iTunes Alarm XDXDXD

就是我 set 了时间

然后 iTunes 会在那个时间开始播歌

然后我就会被吵醒了 XDXD

不过

今天下午我就是酱子

被吵醒了

还在床上听歌听了半个小时才起身 = ="

希望这个 Alarm 下次可以叫到我起床吧 = ="

XD 很爽下

o shit...

ou baby = ="

今天早上真的让我 down 到谷底 = ="

那些整天不会做功课

然后考试偷看的 noob 尽然可以拿 72 分 = ="

超吊的

而且不止偷看左边

还顺便看埋右边的 = =

然后 被偷看的只拿 64 分

shit u = =" wat the HELL is that = ="

= =" usually 只要是我的 idea..

如果我有我的 idea

如果我知道我要做什么的话

就一定做得出来

但这一次

我给我的 lecturer 阴到够够力

专出那些很 basic 的

basic 到我都不会去读的那些

然后我直接拿了 43 分回家 = ="

真的是....................moodless 到没有 mood = ="

想起我 90 多 100 分的 Exercise 和 Assignment

我真的不知道做么这次会死到酱够力

然后就酱子 moodless 了整个早上下午...

= =" 最讨厌就是这样的啦

然后加埋 lecturer 最喜欢讲的那些话

“你们平时 tutorial exercise 都拿酱高分然后考试时拿酱低分，

就知道你们平时是怎么抄回来的啦！？”

..................................算了 = =

没有 mood 了= =

然后就这样

坐在食堂 10 分钟

要吃什么也没有 mood...

最后才去 cincai 吃东西

den 走去图书馆借下明天要考试的科目的书

然后回房间睡觉 = =

还是自己一个人的时间最爽 = =

直接把电话 off 了

隔绝这个世界...

think...

父母辛辛苦苦赚到的血汗钱
到了我们手上
就变成了 娱乐的筹码
到底孩子们
有没有试过 换个角度 来思考?

busy life

still busy..

& i duno wat im actually busy for

just like wat my fren said...

i just dun hav my own time

sometimes i feel sad

but not this time & i duno why

but just feel busy....

late night

最近几天都拖到很夜睡呢 = =

都是三四五点才睡觉

而且一定是十二点之后才冲凉 = =

omg = ="

这三天的时间都被 Leo Club 的人霸完了

= =" 真的是时候做点 assignment 读点书了 XD

life

怎么周围都是些不开心的气氛?

可不可以 不要继续下去?

人 就是害怕伤心

才不断地 寻开心

昨天阿财生日

我还特地 design 了张生日卡给他呢 XD

然后去 日新 print 成一张厚厚的卡片

蛮有 feel 下的

目前为止我只 design 过给两个人

两个 对我很重要的人..

喔 真的应该开始找下最便宜的 photo printing 了 = =

我以前看过 30 仙一张的

不过不知道在哪里 = =

真失败

打算 把我 INTI 房里的白板

贴满照片

budget : RM20 XD

酱子 每天看一看还蛮有成就感的

照片的感觉就是不一样

在电脑里 和实体看着照片的感觉

是很 different 的 = ="

至少，我是这样觉得 XD

my guilty

这是一个 消极的深夜

而我 终于知道 源头

是对自己的要求

达不到 之所以罪恶

最原谅不了的

到最后

尽然是自己

emotionally.. lose control

还是 什么都做不了的失败

世间一直都弥漫着 不开心

连小说里都不快乐的 场景

这里有很多太多的 不开心

坏事倒霉事 都来得很精准

叫我该如何 展开容颜欢笑

忧郁 一直都在寻找 适当的人

也终于 找回了我 在这个时刻

its not happy

我心里
有淡淡的忧伤
说不上为什么

again...

就是很闷

就像 什么都做不到的无能

illusion

如果只是孤独 不算寂寞

只有寂寞的心灵 才寂寞

被击败 并不算失败

只有放弃 才是失败

not necessary ...

喜欢听音乐的人 不需要时时刻刻把耳机戴上
喜欢唱歌的人 不需要随时随地都唱歌给人听
喜欢摇滚的人 不需要每天每夜把自己打扮的很 摇滚
就像我喜欢你 从来不需要告诉别人我喜欢你 =)
只要自己心里知道就好

INTI internet

他。妈。的 = ="
真的很 beh tahan INTI 的 line 咯 = ="
真的是慢到我要呕血了
还要在这里生存多一年 = =
要快点还要价钱
摆明了是很想赚点外快 = ="
扑街啦你 EBB = ="

eyes...

你的眼神

是绝望的瞳孔

我仍清晰记得

你那哀怨的

不相信人的

.眼神

也许是世界抛弃了你

但 你不应该抛弃世界

请别 藐视这世界

如果你看得清

它仍是美丽的

Apple Pod

iPod Touch,

it is my life.

When the music turns on, i just fall into a different world,
where strangers can't hear what im listening,
where strangers don't know how cool i feel.
iPod makes me glow, when i got it on my hand.
I'm glowing with it, I'm growing with it.

test...

why huh = =

就是没有 mood 去读书 = =

就是一直一直一直 facebook = ="

facebook 到我自己都觉得显 = =

都没有空呢

很想去 download 下 Step Up 3 3D 的 soundtrack 啊～～

可是 INTI 的 line 又慢到酱够力

真的是很 beh tahan = ="

这个 sem 想去 try 下买 package = ="

看下会快到多少 XD

终于...

要开学了 = =

这个假期好像很长久似的

一回来 INTI 的时候

不知为何有种很怀念的感觉 = ="

我想 我已迷上 INTI 的生活了

如果毕业后要离开这里

我一定很不舍得的 = =

regret

很想做

却做不到的事

叫做

遗憾

我遗憾

我帮不了你

我遗憾

我见不了你

我遗憾

我能做到的

但我却没有做到的事...

lie

总觉得我是被骗了
反正以后我不相信你就是了

[Posted from my iPod touch]

highway

消失在世界上的五个小时里
我都躲在车上了
一个小时的梦
四个小时的放空自己

终于 call 给了 Rumah Charis
然后被拒绝了
因为太晚预约 xD
= ="...
然后再预约星期五
但他们有上课 = ="
唉~
再看吧~ = =
希望有缘 =]

[Posted from my iPod touch]

penang

xD bac to penang few days
quite happy can eat a lot a lot delicious foods xD
foods are small, delicious!! and CHEAP !! xD
so I omost everytime oso order few stall instead of one =D
hokien mee char kuay diao cempedak etc etc etc etc etc canot finish xD
actually penang oso quite suitable to travel
plan to ask those celakas come here play nex time xD
yet can even fetch cy from kampar to join us leh~ so dam nice plan xD
got food got cheap hotel got beach ~
wulala sure very fun 1 xD
nex time if got time got chance hor
sure come penang liao xD

[Posted from my iPod touch]

moment

最怀念的
就是 当我回忆起
我为你哭 的时刻

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

trip =D

ouu yeah~~ another trip XD

going to mallaca wonderland to play water this wednesday XD

it just looks so fun in the promoting video XDXD

hmm

gona buy a new pants new water proof one time use camera

prepare new mood new heart go play lu~~ = 3 =

hobby?

我的兴趣是摄影，可是却买不起像样一点的相机
我的兴趣是写作，可我不想写出没有读者的作品
我的兴趣是解 IQ 题，是真正的 IQ 题，
却找不到真正愿意一起玩的伙伴…

有时候 有些事
并不只是兴趣那么简单
每个人 都不愿意寂寞

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

today

lame shit today = =
sian 爆 me = = haiz
sometimes I dislike holiday
coz it's too sian being alone @ home =(

anyhow, I did enjoy a great music section this afternoon =D
listen to my favorite soft song for hour
=) miss my pc

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

leaving..

有些人 一旦离开
或许 就再也见不着
缘分让我这样简单地遇见了他
却也这样简单地把他带走

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

life without pc

XD back to home without pc
hope I can done my lab reports when pc is not around XD
dam lot whey = =

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

mood..

爱你
说不定只是突如其来的情绪作祟
也许是后来的我学会了
控制情绪
然后
就这样放下了你

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

wish...

wish... to visit my kid again = ="

although i duno why is that so fun = ="

but still,

wish to take care of him..

wish to know more about him..

wish to play with him..

with to...

merge our worlds together..

e-mailed the home for children, wish to get my answer soon XD

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

finally done

finally done
3am in the mid night = ="

又晚睡了 唉 = =
我真的要训练下
try try 每晚都十一点睡的滋味咧 = ="

aikss assignment = ="

alone @ INTI

又是 落单的一个人

何时才能在 INTI 找到

能和自己成天趴趴走的 gang? = ="

日复一日

好像没剩下多少时间了...

today sucks

= =" hais 2 assignment

1 should be hand up 2day but duno how to do = ="

the lecturer quite pro sia = ="

given note dun hav related example = ="

i really duno is mine or his problem haizzz = =

den 2mro another assignment nid to pass up

but intionline happily server down...wth = ="

mau dl not oso tak boleh.....= ="

wth lar 2day sucks = ="

seriously...

way back into blog

写 blog 就是有一种不同的 feel XD

也许 blog 就是没有什么人看

才有一种安静悠闲，带点寂寞的感觉

对着电脑说故事

没那么累

没那么烦恼

Design~~ XD

ala alaaaaaa jiu shi like to design XD