May 18, 2012

deep in the valley.

人生中最低潮最没用的时候
就在公司作工的半年里
根本就毫无目标的做书记
整个人窝囊到没有得再糟糕
从早到晚被批评
有做没有做都是错
要换工就是不孝
做不好就是没有用
不会做就是没有心
同时面对争吵
还要看着公司随时倒
又不允许离开

这半年的日子真的是梦魇
任何一刻的回忆
都能让我悲伤一整晚



May 13, 2012

the age has gone.

suddenly,
realize that i am not student anymore.

no more college life,
no more relaxing life,
no more friends to organize event together,
no more fighting for assignment,
neither exam.

more to come,
pressure of work,
living outside of KL,
thinking mature.

it's time, to grow.