change.

its all hidden now,
not public anymore,
not a free content anymore.

tired with human's heart,
and the realistic's environment.
am quite depressed at the moment,
after recall back the worse moment i have faced in the past year.

deeply disappointed on the term i joined,
deeply disappointed on the person who joined,
making it sucks.

its just a sucks memory,
makes me grow.

queenism.

the biggest mistake i made, is knowing you at the beginning.
you created a chaos within our gang and you thought you were right.

...

if we were not forced to know each other,
my life would be much peaceful.
you came into my life,
created problems for me,
insulting me,
scold me in front and behind of me,
saying i am the bad one,
claims that you are the right.

of course, everyone claims that he/she was right,
but they seldom understand the truth,
posibly, forever.

anyhow, i learned a lot from you two,
whenever you created problems for me,
i bear it up and overcome it,
learned to control myself,
learned the some ability,

know more about how childish or ridiculous a person can be,

learned how to co-operate with a ridiculous person, 

who always thought she was the queen,

everything were under her control perfectly.

thought is just a thought,

you thought you were success,

but you don't actually know how many people are looking down at you at the moment,

such many negative descriptions goes into my ears,

while she is celebrating for her success.

guess you would continue rule the world and create chaos everywhere you been,

till the day you gone.